Welcoming Change!

Life is full of change, some not always welcomed or comfortable. Well, I am ready to welcome change. What I have been doing isn't working, so why keep doing it? It is hard to change. It takes courage, hope, belief, and strength to persevere. I hope I have enough.

Spring is coming soon, and with it growth, color, beauty, rain, and warmth. I want to be inspired. Inspired to grow beyond my comfort zones, my social perceptions, and weaknesses. To welcome color to my wardrobe, hair and art. I want to feel beautiful, and although vain as this maybe- to be told I look beautiful! Rain has the power to cleanse, wash away, and purify the earth for newness. I want to cleanse my body, my spirit and my mind. I want to start over to define myself and to purify my being. I want to be inspired to feel warmth. I have hybernated nicely for several months away from socialization... well I want to feel warmth as a giver and receiver. I want to feel capable of giving that warmth.

This is a long list of wants, however to be truthful, I NEED this. I NEED to feel connected to something greater than myself, and school. My world has become too small and isolated.