
A strange concept, to look through- does one only see the images beyond or does the foreground distract the beauty... Lately, I feel like I am looking through and seeing only the background. This is disturbing to me. I am missing the view that is directly in front of me. I am missing the time, activities, and responsibilities that are directly in front of me and seeing only the distance of space and time. It makes me feel empty and disengaged with my context. Maybe what is in the distance is simply more attractive and exciting. Maybe it is the place I truly want to be..... but I am not there yet. And I must see the true picture that is up to my face.