27 February 2008

Moving slowly


Do you ever feel as though everyone is moving faster than you? That they are more capable to manage all that life has- and you wonder if they are on a 30 hour day instead of the standard 24 hours that you have. I do not know how to pack more into my life... every day i fall a little more behind. I want to fit everything in but it doesn't work and well---- it isn't good. My list grows longer, and my anxiety heightens to the point of being so overwelmed that I can't think straight because there is just too much jamming my airwaves at once. They are all jocking for position and importance and blocking the way.
So, yes I feel very much as though others are moving EXTREMELY faster than I. And in this case, the steady do not win. Maybe I need a new strategy! I should pull the "to Do's" the bossy little twirps that they are from a hat...that way they don't fight for attention- disasterous if I spend the night mending my hole ridden socks instead of applying for a job- so no a hat won't work.
Maybe a new calendar to prioritize on- well I've now got 3! One more and I'll need a suitcase to carry all my items. BAH! Another twirpy "to do"- figure out how to manage the "to do's". TOooo much for this night!

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