One Last Night!!!

This is it. Saturday is over. What was not accomplished will not be- and the inhibitions and anxieties are overwelming tonight. But oh well, it is still all motors go. My feelings of teaching as a career feel uncertain again today. Today has just been one of those days where exhaustion lingers, the eve of departure is apprehensible and - I HATE PACKING! I am the world's slowest packer as I hate it so much. Part of the hatred comes from the knowledge of knowing I have to unpack my car tomorrow night and then the boxes.

Wow- this is not a very upbeat message.

So to change the pace: I have a new favorite word- ugo....as in UGLY. The words you learn from younger sisters. Love them. Kali and I spent plenty of precious moments today- I think she knows I'm leaving as she hasn't left the room I'm in for more than 20 minutes. Another reason she is Amazing. I determined that this month she turns 5 years old, and in April it will be our 5 year anniversary of being together. Love her!

I could write for hours about my indecision, apprehensions, and internal conflicts.... but this blog is not about that stuff of life- rather it is to remind me of the JOY. And so much joy there is. I will go tomorrow. I will probably shed a tear. But I will GO with the knowledge that soon one thing will finish and there will be a new beginning. I will GO.